Keeping a pen & paper journal is a great idea - I just happen to relish the fact that everyone gets to read publically what a narcissistic yet terribly self conscious wreck I am. You can enjoy the fact that I am disgustingly optimistic about finding the love of my life and yet very doubtful at the same time. I'm pretty sure I'm bipolar. It is so hard to fill these boxes with text & accurately describe yourself so I'm basically going to sum it up by saying that I am an avid reader, an open & honest friend, an enthusiastic lover, a huge fan of Incubus, and an admirer of any and all body modifications. I have 2 maniac children (Kimberly & Carter) that are the loves of my life.